Blog by Sumana Harihareswara, Changeset founder

08 Jun 2001, 2:06 a.m.

Panic-p

Hi, reader. I wrote this in 2001 and it's now more than five years old. So it may be very out of date; the world, and I, have changed a lot since I wrote it! I'm keeping this up for historical archive purposes, but the me of today may 100% disagree with what I said then. I rarely edit posts after publishing them, but if I do, I usually leave a note in italics to mark the edit and the reason. If this post is particularly offensive or breaches someone's privacy, please contact me.

My last night in Stockton. I'm (re)packing, trying to keep track of about sixteen different things-to-do in my head and on paper. I know that I *chose* to do this, that I'm the one who decided to go to Russia for a summer and study in St. Petersburg. And that seems to comfort me not a whit.

Got my favorite watch's battery replaced. It ticks away merrily now, marking the moments till my doom.


Originally published by Sumana Harihareswara at http://www.kuro5hin.org/story/2001/6/8/2610/29773