Blog by Sumana Harihareswara, Changeset founder

28 Mar 2003, 8:38 a.m.

Some touring has occurred. I got to see John…

Hi, reader. I wrote this in 2003 and it's now more than five years old. So it may be very out of date; the world, and I, have changed a lot since I wrote it! I'm keeping this up for historical archive purposes, but the me of today may 100% disagree with what I said then. I rarely edit posts after publishing them, but if I do, I usually leave a note in italics to mark the edit and the reason. If this post is particularly offensive or breaches someone's privacy, please contact me.

Some touring has occurred. I got to see John and meet his friends Greg, Jess, and Leda, and they are clever and fun. I saw the lovely woods and creek behind John's house, and ate at a vegetarian-friendly Burmese restaurant (Mandalay) in College Park, MD. And Leonard and John and I walked the Mall at night.

I stood on the steps of the Capitol and stared at the Washington Monument. A red beacon blinked from its peak. It resembled some cheap Sauron toy. And it made me so sad so see yet another thing I can't believe in. Like Sarah Vowell, I make these pilgrimages to this sacred sites, cemeteries and capitals. And not only don't I trust the current administration, I fear it's queering the pitch for decades to come. I find myself thinking that these trappings of pomp no longer hold anything I value. In the light of morning I know that's not true, but under the klieg lights the melancholy overtook me. I looked up to the stars, symbols of terrible, impersonal inevitability, mocking our aspirations and our temporary accomplishments. The Washington Monument seemed yet another Ozymandias.